Lately I have been with a poor head and harmful influencies

 Lately, this autumn and somewhat since the New Year two years ago, I have been with a much more stupid head than before and other skills also lower. I also tend to get part of the time some poor influencies, like for example from people under school level skills or people without weather skills. I also tend to be in some kind of trouble quite often, so that I write mostly out of habit and because if I do not write about something, I forget it and later there are only other subjects, yet I feel that I ought to write about them all, and my life sometimes goes more ashtray if I neglect some subject that other would like very much to read about.